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Friday, 30 October 2009

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    Little Dorrit
    By Claire Foy, Matthew Macfadyen, Tom Courtenay, Alun Armstrong, Judy Parfitt
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    Allergies and attitude

    I have had allergies like you wouldn't believe this spring.  I had just started experiencing this charming phenomenon a couple years before we left Atlanta, but hadn't had any bad symptoms since moving here.  Last spring I was pregnant, and had a perpetual runny nose, so I didn't think anything of it.  But this year, it has hit me like a ton of bricks.  Nights are the worst, with a scratchy throat and needing to blow my nose every 2.4 seconds.  But, I have managed to get myself to sleep.  Until last night.  I fed Faith at 2 AM, and when I got up to put her back in bed, it all started up again.  I lay in bed for almost an hour, getting angrier every time I had to reach for a tissue.  Finally, I got up and went out to the lounge room.  I thought if I sat up for a few minutes to clear out my sinuses, I would be back in bed in no time.  I picked up the remote and turned it on, to see a service screen stating that my Tivo was undergoing a service update that "could take an hour or more."  My frustration grew exponentially.  I confess I even pounded on the couch a few times.  (Incidentally it did not make me feel better.)  So, I sat and stared and stewed for a few minutes.  I thought about working on my Bible study, but wasn't in the mood.  I considered reading, but wasn't in the mood.  I wanted the mindless entertainment that only a Frasier rerun could provide!  And then, a small miracle...Tivo started itself back up.  I watched some TV, then decided to try and go to bed again.  I crept into my room, lay down, and immediately started feeling my sinuses fill up.  Not going to work.  Up I got again, back out to the lounge room and Tivo.  I repeated this process three more times, with an additional trip back to my room to feed Faith around 5.  As the sun rose, I began to think about how hard I had it.  I was tired.  It had been a long week.  All I needed was for my sinuses to give it a rest for 2 minutes so I could drift off to sleep.  Everyone else was getting rest, why couldn't I?  Poor me.  Indulging my feelings of self-pity and resentment made me feel a tad bit better.  When I could hear Scott moving around, it made me feel even better to think how sorry he was going to be for me.  He would totally agree that I was quite pitiful.  And then, reality check.  The first words out of his mouth?  "Lily had another accident."  No regard for me or my long, lonely night's vigil!  Well, I'd show him.  I made sure he knew what a rough night I'd had, and how miserable I was, but still didn't get the sympathy I was seeking.  So, I headed for the shower to drown my sorrows.  I started thinking about the day ahead and how tired I was and consequently how terrible it was going to be.  Negative, negative, negative.  Then, all of a sudden, the thought passed through my mind that it would only be terrible if I let it.  I could choose to make myself and everyone around me miserable (Mom, I did hear your voice in my head at this point), or I could choose to act like the adult I supposedly am and get over it.  And I did it.  I stopped the self-pitying thoughts before they could even start up again.  And as soon as I made that decision, I started feeling better.  I thanked God for the new day and felt even better. I got out of the shower, apologised to Scott, and was almost cheerful.  Yes, I'm still tired.  Yes, I'm dreading trying to get to sleep tonight.  But, I feel like I've made a breakthrough, this time around at least.  And that's something to be thankful for.  

Friday, 23 October 2009

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    Lost Highway
    By Bon Jovi
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    I'm back

    I will be 32 tomorrow.  The past couple years God has been doing so much in me.  I’ve learned a lot about myself and seen progress in areas that I’ve struggled in for years.  It’s been hard, but necessary.  There are dreams in my heart that God continues to encourage.  Nothing’s happening right now, but I sense that we are being prepared for them to happen in the future.  I feel more at peace with myself and my life than I can ever remember being.  I’ve always had an urgency to be doing something or going somewhere, and these days, I’m content with where I am and what I’m doing with my life.  God is good.

     

    So, where are we?  The big event is that building has started on the extension on our house.  The slab is poured and next up is framing the walls and roof and installing the windows.  It’s been so interesting to watch something being built from the ground up.  The first day that our builder was here working, Lily had to go to school.  When I went to pick her up, she asked if everything was finished.  She thought the extension was going to be built in one day.  I wish!

     

    My eye is finally fixed.  Hallelujah.  My right lower eyelid has been inflamed for more than 5 years.  I’ve been to see 6 doctors, and one finally knew what to do to fix it.  He did a biopsy to rule out anything cancerous, but in the process, found an infected gland that was the source of the problem.  He scraped it out (and yes, it was just as pleasant as it sounds), and sent me home with a heck of a shiner and some steroid cream.  The bruises finally faded, and my eyelid looks totally back to normal.  It’s amazing!

     

    Lily is 5 and growing so fast.  We have really seen some improvements in her behavior this spring.  We went through a rough patch where we felt like she just wasn’t listening to a word we said, so we really cracked down.  It wasn’t pleasant, but we’re seeing results.  She is much more responsive and obedient.  Not all the time, but we’re getting there.  Now we’re working on joyful obedience.  Yeah, we have a ways to go on that one, but we’ll just keep plugging away.  It is worth it!  In the middle of this process, I had a total revelation.  If I wanted Lily’s behavior to change, mine needed to as well.  If I wanted her to listen to me, I needed to get her attention.  Not talk at her, but talk to her.  It sounds so simple, but it really works!  I’m so grateful when God gives these gentle little nudges that have a big impact.

     

    With the nicer weather, she is spending a lot more time outdoors.  She loves picking flowers and zooming around on her scooter with her cousins.  They draw elaborate road systems on our driveways in chalk and spend a whole afternoon riding around their “city.”  She enjoys watching the building happening outside our windows.  She thinks Warrick, our builder, is the only builder in Canberra.  Every building site we pass, she asks if Warrick is working there too.  The other night, Scott was praying that Warrick would come to know Jesus one day.  When he finished, Lily said, “how about Thursday?”  She had a whole plan worked out for Scott to invite Warrick in so she could tell him all about Jesus.

     

    She still loves to dress up, and she and Annie like to walk around the house in my shoes.  They got married the other day.  It was too cute!  Lily was all dressed up as the bride, and Annie got to be the groom.  They hummed music and walked down the hall together.  They turned to each other and took turns asking “do you want to marry me?”  Then it was time for a kiss.  Annie then asked Lily, “do you want to have babies?”  Lily said yes, so off they went to get their babies and play house. 

     

    Lily absolutely adores Faith and the feeling is definitely mutual.  Lily usually plays with Faith a bit rougher than we would like, but Faith loves it!  If Lily is in the room, then she has Faith’s full attention.  I love watching them together.

     

    Our little Faithy is almost 9 months old.  Scott and I were remembering how we wondered if we could love another child as much as we love Lily, but of course Faith has completely stolen our hearts.  After she was born, I thought she would be more laid back and easy-going, but am beginning to suspect that I was way wrong.  She is a sweetie, but also quite stubborn!  When she wants something, she sticks to her guns until she gets it.  But she has the most gorgeous smile that more than makes up for the frustrating times.  Her face lights up when I walk in the room, and it is impossible to resist!  Her little giggle is the best, and we all work hard to make her laugh so we can hear it.  She is very vocal now, and into the grabbing stage.  Anything within arm’s reach is fair game.   It’s been a slow process introducing her to solids, but we’re getting there.  I had another revelation about this.  I was just going along expecting Faith to eat more solids and start weaning herself (I’m still feeding her 7 times/24 hours!), but it finally dawned on me that I needed to help make that happen.  Common sense I know, but it took me a while to realize it.  So, we’re offering her solids 3 times a day, and after she eats solids, I’ll only feed her on one side, so she figures out that this food stuff is the real deal.  She loves yogurt and pears and will tolerate pumpkin.  She likes banana, but struggles with constipation, so we have to be careful how much we give her.  She is drinking water from a sippy cup and doing well with that.  She loves peekaboo.  Just this morning, I was changing her and had given her a little Pooh blanket to play with. She put it over her face then pulled it back down, looking a little startled.  I said “peekaboo!” and then she smiled and pulled it over her face again.  And did I mention that she’s the cutest baby ever??  Because she is!  And I can say that because she and Lily could have been twins. J

     

    Scott is busy at work, and continues to be assigned projects with more responsibility.  His boss is away on vacation, and before he left, he asked Scott to handle a project where the clients are unhappy.  He wanted Scott to smooth everything out and keep everyone happy.  Which Scott just happens to excel at doing!  Scott bought his dream car a couple months ago, so he’s a very happy chappy.  And we were able to sell his old car for our asking price, so I’m happy.  It’s nice when everything works out like that.

     

    So, that’s what we’ve been up to.  We have a lot to look forward to in the coming months.  Mom and dad will be here in 7 weeks!  Can’t wait to see them and celebrate Christmas together for the first time in 5 years.  I’m about to start Beth Moore’s Esther Bible study, which I’m fully anticipating will be awesome.  Because all her stuff is.  And of course, watching the work continue on the extension and then all the fun of getting settled into our new space (with heaps more storage!).  So, as I said at the beginning, God is good.  All the time, He is good. 

Sunday, 06 September 2009

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    New Moon (The Twilight Saga)
    By Stephenie Meyer
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    Our little collector

     I saw this article on BabyCenter about how 5-year-olds like collecting things.  I sent it to Scott, with the note that "this is so Lily!"  Here is his response...

     

    You mean the collection of sticks at our front door, the rocks on the window sill at the front door, the box of rocks in the garage, the bowl of rocks in her room, the bowl of shells in her room, the row of cars on her shelf, the pile of paper streamers on her floor and the tub of toy horses? Hmmm, maybe she does like collecting things! (this is my sarcastic font)

    Made me laugh on a rainy Monday morning.

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

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    Eli Stone: The Complete First Season
    By Jonny Lee Miller, Natasha Henstridge, Loretta Devine, Matt Letscher, Sam Jaeger
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    Tag, you're it!

    The Movie Meme:

    (please list up to 3 per genre)

    Favorite Comedy Film:

    Elf

    Waiting for Guffman

    The Wedding Singer

     

    Favorite Romance Film:

    Pride and Prejudice

    North and South

    Emma

     

    Favorite Sci-Fi Movie:

    Star Wars

    Return of the Jedi

    ET

     

    Favorite Animated Movie:

    Sleeping Beauty

    Cars

    Horton Hears a Who

     

    Favorite Action Movie (the category was Disaster Movies, but I haven't seen that many of those)

    The Bourne Identity

    IronMan

    Indiana Jones Trilogy

    Favorite Christmas Movie:

    Elf

    White Christmas

    It's a Wonderful Life

    Favorite Horror Movie:

    Signs

    Sixth Sense

    Scream

     

    Movies With Music:

    Meet Me in St. Louis

    Mary Poppins

    Enchanted

     

    Favorite Book to Movie:

    Lord of the Rings

    Anne of Green Gables/Avonlea

    Pride and Prejudice

     

    Favorite Classic:

    Annie

    Gone with the Wind

    Princess Bride

     

    Favorite Chick Flick:

    You've Got Mail

    An Ideal Husband

    Notting Hill

     

    Movie You Could Watch Ad Nauseam:

    Emma

    Love Actually

    Elf

     

    Worst Movie of All Time

    Journey to the Center of the Earth (can't say it's the worst of all time, but it's the worst one that we watched recently)

Wednesday, 19 August 2009

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    The Closer: The Complete Fourth Season
    By Kyra Sedgwick, J.K. Simmons, Corey Reynolds, Robert Gossett, G.W. Bailey
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    School choice decided...again

    After all our panicking a couple months ago about Lily's school, we just found out last week that she got a spot at our first choice.  She's going to be a Burgmann girl.  Burgmann Anglican School was the very first one we looked at when we moved here, and we just fell in love with it.  But then we were told there was little to no chance that she was getting a place for next year.  So, as I recorded here, we ended up finding another good school.  I had peace in my heart, and thought everything was settled.  And then we got the letter from Burgmann.  Right away, Scott was sure that's where she should go, but I did hesitate.  I guess I'd "let go" of Burgmann, and was excited about Good Shepherd, and wasn't sure I wanted to change my mind again.  But, we went to the interview yesterday, and everything we loved about the school came rushing back.  It has a great academic reputation, with all the extras we want (sports, music, etc), and a strong religious education program (that's not overtly Anglican).  Plus, it's closer than Good Shepherd, so less driving for me!  A couple friends from church send their kids to Burgmann, and they are really pleased with it.  One of my friends has her kids there, plus she does relief teaching there, so she's seen it from both sides, and she didn't have one negative thing to say.  So, we feel really good about it!

    At the interview yesterday, the Head of the Junior School asked Lily a few questions.  The first one was, what is one thing you're good at?  I expected her to say colouring or skipping or dancing or something, but Lily always manages to surprise me.  Her response: Handstands!  Now, my girl has never done a handstand in her life.  She thinks she can do them, but really she just kicks her feet up in the air.  But she thinks she's good at them, so I guess that's what counts. 

    When we left, she told me that she wanted to go to that school.  I was so glad, and asked her why.  She said "because they have a "really big sandpit!"  So, it's settled.  She's going to the school with the really big sandpit, and we're all very excited about it.

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